I am on the journey we are all called to-to accept God's will and perfect love. Whether I am white knuckling it with my eyes shut tight or standing up with my arms outstretched enjoying the ride, I try always to let God be the driver and not bail out the side when there are bumps (like IF!). On good days, I trust He won't run me into a tree. :)
12.06.2010
Better Now
Just wanted to say after my minor breakdown that all is better. I feel better in that: I have forgiven myself and moved on, I have asked my husband for more help, I have gotten more rest, and baby is sleeping better so I have already seen some fruits of my labor. I am sure we will backslide and move forward again, but it was just nice to see that it was already starting to pay off. That's all for now. Praying for each and every one of you! God bless!
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Glad things are better! I know you are an amazing mother! :)
Awe, I love hearing this;) Happy momma means happy family:)
I am glad you feel better! It's so hard those first weeks.
Megan is right. You are a superb mama and those boys are lucky to have you! Motherhood is tough stuff and you are rocking it, girl! :)So glad you are doing better.
Seriously, I always have a minor breakdown about a week or two after the baby's born - sleep deprivation, hormones crashing. I think it's totally normal. Just praying mine doesn't happen on Christmas day ;)
Glad you're feeling better!
Don't be too hard on yourself hon! I consider the first 6 months with any new kid "survival mode." Sure enough, as soon as that sixth month passes we sail into a new and easier phase - every time! Blessings on you and both your babies!
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