Just wanted to say after my minor breakdown that all is better. I feel better in that: I have forgiven myself and moved on, I have asked my husband for more help, I have gotten more rest, and baby is sleeping better so I have already seen some fruits of my labor. I am sure we will backslide and move forward again, but it was just nice to see that it was already starting to pay off. That's all for now. Praying for each and every one of you! God bless!