Omg-so relieved-not ectopic, saw sac and yolk sac, fetal pole and HEARTBEAT-119 bpm-best day ever! We are having a baby! Thanks for prayers, everyone!!!
I want to apologize for all the drama. I promise I wasn't trying to stir anything up, I really am not like that, I just get so caught up in the day to day and put probably too much stock in the numbers. I am sorry to pull you through my roller coaster of emotions, but as I said before, I am glass half full from here on out! I know things can still happen, but the numbers are on my side from here on out and I would rather enjoy every day than worry. So here we are. Planning for another baby and just so amazed at this miracle! God is so good!
You guys are most awesome prayer warriors! Seriously, when I was having trouble spending a lot of time in prayer, I knew you were lifting me up when I couldn't. That is such a great feeling. Thank you so much!
I am on the journey we are all called to-to accept God's will and perfect love. Whether I am white knuckling it with my eyes shut tight or standing up with my arms outstretched enjoying the ride, I try always to let God be the driver and not bail out the side when there are bumps (like IF!). On good days, I trust He won't run me into a tree. :)
