Fri, 9.26.09, 39 w 3 days, I had an extra appt thinking my water may have broke in the night, Thurs, so wanted to be safe and not sorry. Also Thurs pm I had a small drop of blood. Fri pm I started lost my mucus plus. Heartrate was 150s and ultrasound still showed good fluid, mostly on the left. I was 80% effaced and still 2 cm. I was uncomfortable during my exam by the on call doc.
Mon, 9.29.09, Feast of the archangels-I had hoped to give birth, but no such luck. God's timing, not ours....
I am on the journey we are all called to-to accept God's will and perfect love. Whether I am white knuckling it with my eyes shut tight or standing up with my arms outstretched enjoying the ride, I try always to let God be the driver and not bail out the side when there are bumps (like IF!). On good days, I trust He won't run me into a tree. :)
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