The Luxury of Peeing on a Stick

Nothing exciting to post, just the fact that I have been terribly lazy doing my charting (seriously, after a year of green stamps while nursing, who wouldn't be?) despite my love for the CrMS and am having some trouble getting back into the groove.  It's like I run to the bathroom, pee, and then go oops, oh yeah.  As a result, I am a little fuzzy about my peak day and there is possible confusion regarding SF.  Anyway, that leads me to yesterday, where I found a zit near my bottom lip.  For me that is highly unusual and only means one thing, an influx of hormones.  At least that was sis JB's theory and it seems to make sense (got them when early stages preg etc).  So, that combined with my nausea when I don't have enough in my stomach lately is leading me to think that the symptoms of your hormones coming back are probably similar to them coming on when you are pregnant (even if it is with the help of poi).  Even so, I will probably indulge my desire to buy a home pregnancy test since I view them a luxury (grass is always greener...I have blood draws instead b/c always on hcg shots-give false pos).  The idea of me being pregnant without meds is slim to none and frankly laughable, but crazier things have happened (albeit they were miracles).  Unfortunately the odds are probably just as against me that I could carry a pregnancy without progesterone support, antibiotics, baby aspirin, etc  You get the idea.  Sometimes I have a twinge of envy when people who say they aren't really trying and aren't really avoiding.  Never really had that luxury.  But that's okay b/c today I get to pee on a stick.